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Though we can't choose how we are born, but we can choose how we live and die.
For this is life and it is all about the choice we made.

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~~Monday, May 4, 2009~~

10:48 PM

Just how deep did i sink into and how great my failure is from now on it doesnt matter le cos its unmeasurable and the point is measure oso no use cos it a bottomless pit.

Do anyone have a cure for it? There is so many question in me that cant be answered im so confuse should i go for it or should i not. I never have fear be4 i didnt know wat is fear till now wat i use to do is jus do it wat difficulties come due wif it when met but this situation is different i cant somehow my courage doesnt even match half of wat is required i think there is no strategy nor straight method to due wif this situation the probability to this is always a unknown.

How many around me actually support me if i go for it this time i think i really need a pillar to rely on to start out this journey is like in a jetty a boat need a hard push be4 it can leave the jetty and start paddling to its destination now wat i need is the support that sth to push myself out to start the journey.

Will i end up like The Fool in tarot cards where it pictures a guy carrying a bag wander on the summit dreaming without looking his way that he is about to walk of a cliff and a dog was barking by the side to warn The Fool. What the card mean that The Fool is some big dreamer but he get so carried away in his dream that he didnt look for his way sometimes it gd to stop for awhile and actually in that bag of his got wat is required to accomplish his dream jus need him to stop for awhile to look into it.

A cup of milk a day..