Monday, March 28, 2011
12:34 AM
Things are kinda bad for the week. But is through the rough that I have grown. I believe everything happen has a purpose, all u need to do is find the rite purpose.
I have suffered great injury this week. My right hand is being incapable through a mistake I have made. It shook me hard. I almost have my confidence crush on the day of injury. Its the first time I actually lose the capability of my right hand, I practically cant do anything right and worse is there r much things i cannot do without it. I almost breakdown when I reach hm on sat morning where I realise I cant even open my hse door wif my right hand. I tried to not say anything in front of people who asked but I really need a place to vent this therefore im dumping it here.
I feel very weak without my right hand as though im sheer and very vulnerable. But He gave me strength. Deep down I know its Him. His word sustained me, 2 Corinthians 12:9, His grace is sufficient for you, for his power is made perfect in weakness.
When I looked in His way, he has shown me a great purpose and a greater limit. As though he promised that after this fall all greatness will come so be prepared. It feels like he removed me and allow me to build the right foundation and now its like time that he put me bac but the difference this time is that the me is on the solid foundation of Him. Now wif all my skills and ability bac in my system and an avenue to serve soon. I believe I will glorified Him as I grow.
For the only 1 I loved out there its time for you to see the real me in action and be ready to get impressed. Be sure that I will come for you soon if you r waiting then bear wif it abit longer jus a little more patience and you will see.
A cup of milk a day..
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
3:33 PM
Mixture of feelings. Im out of spec again, there is irregularity in my system. Im feeling more than what i limit myself to. First time jealousy strikes me and pretty hard too.
I feel that im becoming more and more mortal in her presence. To her like my strength doesnt matter at all. What im gd at feel like nth gd to her neither i think impress her. I feel like i dun stand out.
She is brilliant in the way she is herself. The more i get to know her the more perfect she is. It like now there is no other girl can win her placing as she has outrun everybody by a great distance that is unreachable.
I shall continue the post in the other blog so that only ppl that knows of the other blog shall read.