Today is sunday its a day well spent. From 6am all the way till 11pm i have things bac to bac. Best of all due to previous nite's bbq i only slept 4 hrs in total. Sorry i fail to blog all the past 2 weeks event as promised cos really too busy le. I have it in microsoft word so its jus a matter of time to copy and paste only.
Today i dreaded work but i manage to pull through somehow. Travel expenses is extremely chor today:( Tamp(Home)> Bugis(Work)> Aljunid(Church)> Dhouby(Lunch)> Bugis(Work)> Somerset(Scape)> Bedok(Dinner)thats how much i travel today :( Finally i get to rest after 1 weekend of bac to bac event.
I starting to regret 斗嘴 wif some1 le. I dun wan to go bac to the life where i text frequently talking crap everyday. My initial motive of texting this some1 is to know what some scandal thing between her and some1. To achieve that have to build fast relationship wif this person and now after goal achieved texting crap frequently becomes kinda irritating already. Plus she is the type that dun reply after awhile then will send another msg ask y never reply kind>< therefore try not repling her failed as she will chase after the person. But well im not a bad person so i still entertain jus that i wan to get out of this be4 it turns into a bad habit again :(
A cup of milk a day..
Saturday, June 25, 2011
12:34 AM
Got more than 2 weeks never blog le. Was super busy wif things. Haven even got the time to update my blog on the 2 camp but I promise I will update bout them within the next 2 day haha^^
Today's short blog about my last 3 days. Watched 2 movies in 2 days they are popper's penguin and Treasure Inn both comedy and both r nice^^ that's not the main point I suppose the main point is I went out wif 2 different girls well 1 is my sis the other is my new friend. Dunno how to put it but the feeling of going out wif girls have turn to the feeling like going out wif brothers. More like not interested and jus hanging out wif friends kind. Totally different feel from be4 not the I will care a lot type. Wonder if its gd or bad. But nevertheless I shall not led any of them into delusion esp my sis. I believe its not I'm too sensitive but sth is kind out of place with the things she said yesterday.
Today didn't start great like usual. I'm kinda tired and I need to pull through for the next 2 days. Work wasn't gd today bitchy host demand things from us where the problem is not our to controll in the first place. But well end work manage to chiong down meet BS grp for dinner super happy after that^^ I love being arnd them now^^
On the train to meet my BS grp I found a Avril Lavigne fan becos of my facebk status^^ in a 1 hour train ride Avril Lavigne's song really pull me through the ride haha^^ posted a happy status on facebk both it and attracted an unexpected respond. Then end up spend whole nite talking then got her number then started texting. Seems fast but natural. And well long time never have the disturb kind of 斗嘴 for super long le then tonite really 斗 until shiok wif her haha^^ end up my day ends gd. She is the kind that insist she is rite in a cute way to disturb even though she know she is wrong. The winner is not out yet so preparing for round 2 soon haha^^
Tml is the long awaited day where the BBQ I owe finally going to happen^^ thank fayanne for booking the pit for us and thank the 2 kind soul volunteer to help me prepare food^^ hope it will be a success and enjoyable BBQ tml^^
A cup of milk a day..
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
3:51 AM
We r all addicts, addicted to our own past.
Its 4am and i still cant sleep. Not that im excited for the trip or anything its jus simply i took a nap in the evening. Manage to get wat i wan done today. Enjoy the rest of my time watching show and not maple-ing for 1 day.
As much as i wan to go malacca on thurs i sorta dun wan go oso. I wan to stay in sg help watever area i can for the upcoming camp. Same feeling i had the last time be4 i go Genting. I jus wan to help more im still attached to the cca alot. Still the same words im attached to the cca not the ppl and ppl jus come as part of the cca.
The quote on the top really mean alot. As day grew I realise i have no recollection in memories over the past 2 years. I have no idea y but i jus dun remember at all like all the event in my life that happened. I cant remember much really im jus left wif bits and pieces thats all not even sufficient to recall any event. I cant even account for the ppl that came cross me for the past 2 years except for those who r still in my life.
All the feelings r not bothering me anymore and im fine alone finally. Doing what im suppose to do everyday. Somehow i really love to read now. I have a list of books waiting for me to read. Recently some1 said i was cold last time but now not that cold le i wonder is that a compliment anot cos i dunno which part of me do i like more. More like im on and off now im only a ppl person when im needed to the rest of the time im cold. Im more comfortable like this at least i get to be myself. Then another day my chc sis say i always look serious and fierce so i dunno whose word to believe oso. Jus let my instinct run ba. I trust my monstereous instinct more now.
A cup of milk a day..
Sunday, June 5, 2011
1:07 AM
End of the bball league, no more competition anymore. Rather sad not becos league over but she isnt there today :( Like she was there every week except today. Oh well guess its me thats acting up thats all. It will be gone after awhile. I dun bother to talk to ppl about things like this anymore. No point actually like everytime only waste time talking bout how useless and how fail i am and nth productive. Dun wan waste ppl's time so let jus put it this way that i fail at love thats all full stop.
Tues is going to be a gd day. Cos im going somewhere i wanted to go for very long already. Im amaze by how thing fall into place but it really did. The 3 of us well sorta going to have much fun down there. The invincible trio xP Leo, Pauline and me haha^^ whee^^ We r going Desaru for 1 day jus to chill^^
Haiz i really think i fail at love. For all ppl who im interested in none seem to be reachable for me. But i will not crash even if i have to live loveless or watching the ppl im interested by the side. I have a greater purpose for myself to fulfil and that is to become stronger in all the other expect. It is me that have returned and leave behind the life that i have grown.
A cup of milk a day..
Thursday, June 2, 2011
3:56 PM
Haven blog for 2 days. Nth much to blog about too. Im jus simply confuse over some small things. I couldnt get my piority rite now. So many thing i wan to do but i cant decide which to do first. End up rotting my 2 days over. Actually healing from the days i never sleep oso. Damn the flu bug hit me the very next day when i end the comp fix nightmare. Funniest thing is that the night be4 flu hit me, Pauline and I was talking about flu and stuff.
Today finally im going out of hse for gd reason. Later bball haha^^ Pass 2 days when im sick i only go out buy food. Kind of fulfil the must step out of hse everyday but for too short while oso not shiok. Tml night going BS and maybe after that go Mahjong at Daven's place if BS never end too late.
Sat going sing K wif PC ppl. I dun really sing but still im goin. Sun church as usual. 1 week gone again. I need to find a better way to spend my days better. Seriously i think keyboard will fit in to my schedule jus find now. After i third job in maple im going to quit playing already. 3 more lvls by today or tml will clear le.
Im looking forward to church camp and PCIC. Im surprised she remembered though. Cos was talking bout our plans for the next 1 month. She as usual work but lesser work and more fun meeting ppl be4 she fly off. Me well i was complaining bout me needing a way to spend my days effectively. Then she listed out the few things that i mention be4 really im surprised she remembered cos of all ppl the 1 that i dun really think will care bout wat i say de is her haha^^ Oh well anw I got chased for sth that i owe her haha^^ Promised her a farewell bbq like 1+ month bac. Now tio chased by her for it more like a demand from her xP Of cos I have no problem organising and i haven forget about it. Apparently I dun forget wat i promised her more like for most ppl oso. But there is 1 who said i always dun fulfil my promise. The keyword here is always. I know im not perfect that i tend to missed afew promise, but always? Abit too much i suppose. Oso haven forget about the dinner date oso, haven really found a time to go try that 1 shop we said we will be bac to try bout a month bac oso. Few more promise oso. Jialat ar so many promise to fulfil in such short time esp she is a busy person like me. Really need to dig and squeeze time out like nobody's business already.
So after today no more maple and tonnes of things to do haha cant wait for my life to start again esp when after putting my engine on standby for so long le its time to drive and achieve sth i wan to achieve haha^^
