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Though we can't choose how we are born, but we can choose how we live and die.
For this is life and it is all about the choice we made.

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Thursday, July 9, 2009
8:03 PM

This week I have lost track of time le until i literally make all the chrono mistake that 1 can ever make is quaranthine reallt that bad i can say yes its super bad for me now.

Went to sleep at around 5, I had my most fearful dream ever not over sth im scare but is over sth that is impossible to change in that dream i keep getting into different situation in 1 area and that is always againest the society and the world turn dark wif few different encounter wif few of the not so close friend that i had both causing and saving from all kinds of trouble. Guess i realise sth the thing that i have forgotten that i posted previously.

Its Trust, i think i put too much trust in the ppl around me le that i even forgot the other side of heart that ppl might prosess, I totally let my guard down even put down my weapon of defense wat has happen to me. Its a sheer cold feeling that i have now, didnt have a gd rest but things r starting to come bac to me.

Lucky this thing come be4 anything bad happen if not i will be left open to attacks, pick up my weapon once again and start walking.

Staring into the calendar make me feel mess up all of a sudden i lost track of time till i mess up my schedule this sat is goin to be dead for me i agreed to serve this sat while forgetting that there is a Training this sat too. Well when all things fails i jus wan to be left alone, with dark cloud hovering waiting for the rite moment for the rain to fall to calm me. Mood seriously is very bad now :(

A cup of milk a day..