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My Perspective

Though we can't choose how we are born, but we can choose how we live and die.
For this is life and it is all about the choice we made.

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FRIENDS

Jun Wei.
Joseph.
Li Xin.
Emily.

Cell Group

E426.

Production Crew

TPPC.
Wai Hong.
Gerald.
Constance.
Daryl.
Daven.
Li Wei.
Marcus Chua.
Marcus Lay.
Samantha.
Shu Han.
Tzyy Wei.

ARCHIVES;

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~~Monday, August 17, 2009~~

3:35 PM

FRUSTRATING & FRUSTRATED!!! Y TELL ME Y NTH IS GOIN RITE FOR ME RITE NOW I REALLY FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF AND KILLING PPL NOW!!! IF EVERY1 IS STRESS SO AM I Y R THERE PPL WHO STILL THINK ONLY ABOUT THEIR OWN BENEFIT ON THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS!!!

Y AM I HERE ANW!!! Y DO I EVEN BOTHER TO CARE NOW!!! ITS BEEN A LONG TIME BUT I WONT HOLD IT BAC ANYMORE SERIOUSLY ITS FUCK UP THE SITUATION!!! PPL SAY I DUN SAY ANYTHING THAT Y PPL DUN UNDERSTAND WELL WAT AM I EXPECTED TO SAY!!!

THE UNKNOWN FRUSTRATION IS OVERWHELMING ME I FEEL THAT IM SO GONNA GET DEVOUR BY IT!!! I WAN TO JUMP DOWN A BUILDING NOW OR USE MY HEAD TO BANG THE WALL REAL HARD NOW. DUN THINK I CAN HOLD ON LONGER. I THINK I HAVE STOP HOPING FINALLY. NTH IS GOIN TO BE ALRITE AND I NOE IT VERY WELL. I SHOULD STOP EXPECTING PPL TO UNDERSTAND ME STOP EXPECTING PPL TO STAND BY ME COS THERE AREN'T THIS KIND OF PPL ARND AT ALL.

I FEEL VERY BAD THAT I ALWAYS TROUBLE PPL, WORSE IS TROUBLE WIF UNSOLVABLE PROBLEM!!! I REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR IT. Y AM I THAT WEAK EMOTIONALLY!!! I AM A FAILURE TOTALLY AND I NOE IT VERY WELL!!!

A cup of milk a day..