^^IcyWorld ^^

~~Wednesday, August 12, 2009~~

12:56 AM

Tell me y this feeling is getting stronger!!! Its starting to feel closer all of a sudden its like that gap is closing without anything being done its too far till i dunno how to react to it. Though now its still in a very 1-sided position but somehow i got the feeling its working 2-way after wat happen in last wed's performance i cant stop thinking bout it.

Scenerio after scenerio from crap to lame to impossible to unworkable, there is a million of minute possibilties and all becos of 1 stupid barrier to stop it. The word "Hi" suddenly become the toughest word to speak, everything seem so near yet so far.

My heart melts in the presences, even without eye contact it melt completely twice today consecutively the moment that im goin to cheers and the moment i step out of cheers didnt even expect a second time but it happen. Looks like Iceman is unable to stay frozen anymore. There must be sth that i can do but wat? I have ask myself that question for a very long time. Is there really a possibility that, that barrier can be knock down completely and I will be able to step in.

Have been visiting Business more frequent lately jus like wat i did in late april early may. Our first encounter was a miracle i suppose really out of pure randomness that we spoke that few lines wif 1 common friend in that topic is like its fated and being plant there for a purpose but i dun seem to catch it even until now.

Its like sth is telling me this is a second chance that i can start trusting ppl again. It start wif that 1 person. Few post ago i was like saying sth weird and feels wrong like i think relationship is the key and yet now things r happening, now my instinct is getting a stronger feeling and this is not jus a coincidence. Cos there is no such thing as coincidence, there is only inevitability.

A cup of milk a day..