WOW!!! i didnt noe age gap mean this much can create such a strong barrier. Today i finally bring down the barrier le after like 1+ year. Looks like my effort didnt go to waste^^ It the happiest serving day i have since i start serving. Its really a miracle that i took the first step, let jus say maybe becos of the extra smiles i receive today as for no gd reason where i walk ppl smiles at me even im pulling a long face.

The story goes like this as im not in gd terms wif my ministry ppl from the start due to age gap probably somemore im not a very sociable ppl so i didnt bond wif them serving is jus like a routine for me to do things in my passion alone. As im 1 of the youngest in the ministry there r very few like me. I can never talk to any of the older ministry member beside my IC. In their presence i feel so inferior like im jus a nth im there becos some least impt post need ppl to be fill in. I strife to excel in this area ever since i discover my passion in it and i have improve dramatically over a year as i jus started out a year ago ceasing every single opportunities to learn.

Im suppose to serve the post of speakers today which is to gauge the sound level make sure its not too loud and doesnt spill out of the hall too much. I start out wif a scavenger hunt cos i cant find the dB meter and it was never found so 1 of the senior who in in FOH spare me 1 of his i was expecting a tone from him as he always did but he seem awfully gd today is like too gd to be true. Then in the service alot happen i troubleshooted quite afew thing in between. At the end of the service we had debrief that when for the first time i manage to blend in to their conversation it jus happen so naturally. In the debrief watever they say wat tech prob they point out i all noe is like so amazing jus how much have i learn over the time i wonder haha^^ Those few sentence i can speak to Dan, William, Alicia, Welton and Simon is really memorable haha^^ but still short of 1 and i will work hard for it and that is to talk the the most legendary person in my ministry call Henry.