Busy lately haha 1 week of rehersal for 1 day of event. Trap in a dark space for the past 1 week is like taking bus 23 on weekends if u noe wat i mean haha. Works at hm r being piled up got to find some time to do, jus finish packing my table. Happy that my lappy is bac in action. Another week is packed haha guess i wont rot for the holiday le though im abit disappointed that i cant work during the holidays, still im doin the things i like alot.

Dreams and throughts run alot in my mind recently jus wat have got into me. Still nth has change i suppose. Will there be miracle i wonder. More or less is i think too much recently thats y haha.

Have a not so gd long rest haiz slept at 1+am woke at 2+pm, dont feel that i have rest much but time sure passed. Still yawning my way through. Hope my abnormal sleepiness end soon this feeking is so much like wat i exp in sec sch i jus realise i sleep as and when i like in class once sleepiness strike i jus sleep but now i cant do it cos got works that need to be done.

Alrite i got a bad feeling bout tml's training, i seriously thinks that i cant put up a standard in my training. Guess having a to easygoing personality oso not gd. Whats the use if i noe the stuff but i cant teach, i really feel im a failure in teaching haha. Think i should go all out for once and see the result. Dun even noe i can hold my position for how long maybe cant even last till the end of this holiday ba. So y am i still thinking so far for. Guess no1 noe wat im talking about and noes how and wat im feeling now ba, jus leave it this way then.