Sth is wrong wif me, not exactly wrong but more like different but i dun think stress is the cause. Today only have lab and its a super unhappy, 1 grp spend an hr getting some retared reading thx to somebody keep disturbing/ disrupting the experiment. I really cursed and swear that time is like wan to free load nvm but to the extend of disturbing the experiment that so pissed me off. Y ppl like to make a fool out of themselves I wonder. Somemore the best part is I tio gan by some1 in the next grp complaining y our grp so slow whereby only im the only 1 doin the experiment ofter those bastard left the whole experiment there and talk on their own.

I like strong ppl, that doesnt mean I dun like/ accept the weaker ppl but at least let them have the thoughts of wanting to grow stronger, I really hate those ppl who dun wan to improve yet like to make a fool of themselves thinking they damn gd. Apparently there r super lot of this kind of ppl arnd me. Sometimes I really feel like talk bac straight in their face that I dislike it but still choose to let it pass.

Jus now was walking in the rain it is refreshing indeed that reminds me of the time when i was in sec sch cycle hm when its raining big trying to protect my bag instead of myself. Today I felt bless that this new bag i brought got a rain guard i dunnid to worry for my bag when i was walking^^ but is jus reminds me of my expedition times and my strenght and ability is not as limited as i am now it jus that i have turn lazy. Shall return to the outdoor and embrace.