Its been long since i blogged. Recently reducing the amount of time i spend on com. Dun noe wat im thinking bout not so gd things have been happen occuring recently not say bad but jus sth i dun wan it to happen.

Breaking of bond can only result 1 thing i suppose. I never felt this feeling for a long time le. Looks like the instict cant be change. When 1 felt betrayed the simple way out is to ask what the True Self really wants. I came upon this statement upon watching a show. I began to ask myself wat is my true self. Naturally Ice is the first thing came into my mind. After touring over such a big round I only came to realise 1 thing ppl changes and no 1 cares wats around them for those who cares r fools i suppose cos im being make to feel like 1. I had enuf of trying. I think its time that i give up. Jus like scientist when 1 hypothesis is being proven wrong give up an approach from another angle.

Care and being trampled. Proven that it occurs 70% of the time. Dun think the feeling is nice at all, patience is the thing that have sustain me up till now. I end up jus being a bad friend a bad person in other ppl's sight. Whats wrong by looking into the cup and say its half empty instead of half filled. Noe the lack and fill it up isnt it better than sastisfy by jus half filled. Improve.

I hate small actions behind my bac. If wan to do make it visible.

Letting my tots run in its way waiting to find sth i wan to find. 1 thing i wan to noe. Let it be revealed to me and i will noe wat to do from there on. The second layer of Ice wall have been built waiting for the final third layer to be lay when the answer comes.