First time in weeks i have sufficient sleep. Long time no update. Nth impt to update oso. Burnt 2 weeks making props. Burnt 2 weeks in rehersals. Gonna burn another 1 week on actual show. TP musical is such a big event. Gd enuf to distract me from things but burning me out.

Today is the first day i have break. Few things in mind, first im alone, second im empty and thrid im no difference. No1 to turn to. Total solitude.

People come people go, me being passer by in ppl's life. Wonder if there is really a forever in me. Heartache from time to time in solitude. Is there a some1 out there that is made for me. I shall continue to walk alone.

Sch jus started but im already lagging behind as usual. 2 weeks in total. 1 miracle that happen is that my proj is save and still progressing well. My ass is save by 1 of the grp mate. In this time of busy period i saw a glow a different form of care. My grp mate kept my work in check. Things i put to the back of my head has been taken care off. Really have to tank the person who did it.

Gonna get my ipod touch soon. Bout 200 more with 100 work income coming on tues. Its goin to be hardcore saving for the last stretch.

FTT coming wed not prepared at all. tml first 2 e-trial hope i will be able to pass
the whole test.

Future is uncertain but i yearn for an adventure to spice this life up. Im not content wif things that is unable to utilise my full potential. I wan a challenge that is big and risky and to be pull off by skills not luck. All that im wishing for now.