Foul mood ttm today

I get irritated easily today. I only wan to get things done fast today as i already no mood for things le. But ppl still keep arguing for small matter. ROAR irritate me more and more. End up i blow up now i jus dun wan to care about anything any more since without me everything still goin to be ok. From now on I shall jus keep quiet will not offer any comment anymore.

Since now is no longer my era y do i still care for. Might as well lay back and dun care anymore. I wan peace now i really need them badly. For out of all thing sth had happen that totally smashed me into pieces. Of all days yet today is the day. Y does ur presence and emotion effect me so much, to the point that i cant even control myself. U r the reason y i fall yet i can do nth about it. If i got a choice i wish i never have to existed as i cant even bear to wish that u didnt exist.

I tried vent my frustration out at the bball court but nth goes well either. I almost wan beat ppl up already at the court. Lose like 1 match that is not suppose to lose. Some fucking guy oso played fucking rough until i wan to beat him up. In the end I jus played rough bac and let the guy taste his own medicine.

Im forced to go aggressive now. I will remove anything that stands in my path. I living by hatred now. I hate myself.