As the days goes im running short of time to study. Crap has happen through the week. I foresee my lappy is dying on me already and thats not a gd sign. At least i get to complete my work. Late nites for no gd reasons resulting in bad headaches yesterday. There are signs telling me that headache about to strike after DREAMS meeting. I couldn't care less until dining wif the Bible study grp it came. Blurred vision, glaring light is how it started follow by heavy head and hard to focus. Pop pills be4 bible study in hope by first hour i will be better but end up it only work after bible study which is 2 hrs later. I really hate this dreaded illness i have its like can it go away.

Recently it had gone worst as its easily triggered by bright lights. All i can say that is im bless that its not trigger by sound if not i would have died. Sound is the most impt thing in my life now aside from God, really cant live without it.

Weird dream i had last nite. Unbelievable events in the dream and a stranger in it. The stranger is i can see so clearly but to my memory i have not meet this person be4 in my entire life so far. This stranger is so totally my type of girl btw like she is custom made somehow. Anw a dream is jus a dream shouldn't really ponder on it much. Focus on wats ahead now esp when i screwed up my next week's schedule yet again like i did for my cny week not long ago.

I have 3 events on 4th March now i dunno how should i manage those. Firstly i had work, secondly i have boys brigade camp and thirdly i have bball camp. Screwed i am very. Exam is jus 1 day away. All i look forward now is my long awaited trip that i have plan like more than half a year ago. Finally 1 true break in 3 years.

Oh Lord give me more opportunity to serve you Lord. I really wan to be bac to ur ministry Lord. I wan to do more for you.