Tuesday, April 5, 2011
2:58 AM
I was stronger be4 i went rogue. Needless to say cos i have no trust but doubts and suspicion toward all things. I will not let anything come close or harm me at that time. I was protective yet solemn. Cold towards all things. With the great strength there is nth i cant do as long as i believe. For this i was named Iceman.
Ice is cold and smooth but hard, dry and clear. The coldness represent the steel face of justice and the hardness represent the strength of unwaver believe. Dryness bites things who touches it. Clarity and smoothness represents the elegance and ability.
Trust is a shitty thing. For ppl will not know how shit it was until they r told of it. Now i know how much does the term Brother weighs. It is weightless for Christ sake it is truly weightless. After knowing what ppl do behind my back only thing i could do is laugh it off my stupidity to trust them in the first place. Well to get betrayed once in the betrayers fault but to get betray twice its my fault. My fault for being too nice to be betrayed my fault to be used easily. With this all trust is broken.
Here comes a story about a stupid person.
The heart was solid Ice and untouchable for a very long time until by chance some1 came along and melt it. From then on there is a lost of ability and things change from then on.
That some1 is like the perfect sun that my life can get. But when some1 fly too close to the sun the wings get burn. The fall begins. Landed on a gd planet with everything required in life there.
Its was good living there at first until I caught view of the perfect sun again. With much desire and few tots wanting to venture to the fascinating sun 1 more time leaving the perfect planet at lounge. The planet was devastated and soon built a layer barrier to prevent unnecessary hurts.
The heart reaches to the sun only to know and jus to know how fascinating it was has realise wat he dream to see has ended. Its was merely a spectacular sight but nth else. Even though the desire for the sun is still there but the heart realise of how well provided the planet is.
On his return to the planet, it shuts itself from the heart already and no matter how hard the heart try to breakthrough it fails. For now the heart is revolving arnd the planet in hope to return to it 1 day. But as the time goes by without much resource keep it warm and in well condition its turning colder and colder by day as it revolves in a cold solemn galaxy. Be4 any1 notice it shall be bac as solid ice again.
The end
I am the stupid person. And now Im turning into solid Ice. Reliving the moments of solemn where the story is ever being told. Let the coldness pull me through this.