I am really sick today. Every time i wake up the worse i get. Feel like the world collapse on me somehow.

Nua at hm until cannot take it le then i went out. I went to PC in a very cui state. But its worth it haha^^ really missed PC alot esp having such big set up. What more can i miss xP

Hanging arnd PC revitalise me somehow^^ imma happy kid^^ I need a purpose after i leave PC and till now i haven found that purpose yet therefore i still haven do anything fruitful till now. I know my next purpose is NS Commando which will oso end like in 2 years time. Those i have planned purpose in my life till quite far in the future but i missed out all this transition period between purpose. Im a person drive by purpose. I need alot more thing to keep me alive till my next planned purpose come into play.

Will i continue my steak i wonder xP Its sth my sis pointed out to me the other day. I always have scandal in PC every year. Well i left this year will I still have scandal. I really wan to test it out. Out of curiosity xP ok lah not that bad lah dun wan trouble oso.

Blood flowing in my blood stream is itching for sth interesting to happen again. Dun wan to lead a boring life. I wan a purpose sth i can die for. Will God throw me that purpose please.