I give up already. Trying hard even noeing it work work out is stupid i know. Y revolve myself arnd others and get hurt. Trying hard to please every1 when there r cfm ppl i cant please no matter how hard i try. Silly me to have done that for all this time. 'Cannot forget who I was, becos its what makes who I am now' came across this sentence few days ago find it very true. With acknowledgment of that its time to really change this fact. Be skeptical is the rite attitude. I forgot all about it until Pauline brought it up the other day.

Listening to her complains doesnt affect me at all. In fact its nice to listen to it cos its so narrative haha like listening story^^ Wont get bored de. Plus can d gd by sharing her burden. Sometimes she has interesting info too. Out of no where she notices avril lavigne come Sing for concert. Im so tempted to go to the concert now the price i think oso worth it lor. I really dun mind spending my this weekend pay on the concert>< the only prob now is no ppl to go wif very sad kinda like dun wan go alone oso cos its the first time i ever going to a concert dun wan go alone and suaku. Plus later ppl high i alone not high oso cui sia.

My next week damn relax cos i purposely submit a slack schedule to my coffee de work place^^ Will get slack work timing this week. Sat got event job again^^ easy cash^^ Money rolling in but no place to spend it oso no use xP Giving myself a treat^^ most prob on monday haha^^ i have plans already xP diabolical 1 oso^^

Think im adopting a bad habit soon. Last nite i shouldnt have drank the breezer in my fridge. Cos it feels really shiok like have a light drink after work it really feel like heaven^^ Plus it clears my mind too. Miraculously the bottle of breezer auto restock itself i had a new bottle in the fride today^^ gonna enjoy it tonite^^ Its like at this rate im going to be addicted and it will become a habit soon. I cant wait for my Baileys to come cos there so much thing i wan to try wif it^^ Jialat ar i becoming 'jiu gui' soon