Wednesday, May 11, 2011
12:50 AM
Today is a rest day for me slept till 3 then wake up. Play com wif my little bro count it as spending time wif him ba haha^^ At least today i completed a game that i fail to complete few months bac. Guess all i needed was a hacked map cos the game was created to be single player proof means cannot be completed alone no matter how strong u get.
Sth happen today dunno how to comment on it too. Neither gd nor bad i can say but i dunno how to react to it too. Even my dear friend have no idea on this. But certainly 1 gd thing is my friend have prevented my mood from plunging somehow cos we damn joke pure nonsense all over the conversation. Well we r bac to the super close friend state somehow after i have made sth clear.
Somehow i really wonder which way is it. Cos 2 days ago well i have talked about Lindy again but his time the story is to told to Pauline my best friend now. Another person who dunno about the story. Not the full story jus mainly the feelings. Decided not to be too naggy therefore shorten the whole thing. I believe i mention be4 somewhat we turned cold toward each other for a short period. After telling the story its like today both of us have return to original state haha^^ So my guess is maybe it my fault previously cos im too close wif an unclear line that result in misunderstanding haha^^ glad i have clear in in a very subtle wat well at least thats wat i believed. If not nth can explain the sudden change in the attitude too. Well at least it take 1 to screw everything rite haha^^
1 thing that still cant get through my mind sth my logic cant explain. Somehow human brain is amazing i believe either its that or im going to believe in the other side of the story. Bout a month bac when we jus know each other during ALC she told me she dun remember much about wat happen that nite as in during supper when 4 of us the 3 helpers and fayanne went out to eat at 3am. Fay and me de topic is about 2 girl in my life guess i dunnid to elaborate further. Bits and parcels she remembered to be exact. I have heard the bits and parcels of wat she caught that nite. But tonite she is able to quote wat fay say that nite sth she never mention be4 and i was stun. With abit more poking she remembered everything happen that nite. So its either she caught it sub consciously and things it surface after the poking or she knew it all along but jus hiding and waiting for the thing to be cfm somehow. It will be alittle too coincidental when suddenly like after things r revealed and she jus remember everything. Honestly if its sub conscious it will be an interesting factor to look at haha^^ but its the other side of the story i dunno how to explain liao. Crafty she is, never fail to punch holes into my curiosity each time.