Haha it really take 1 to screw everything rite im all happy again^^ Actually this time 2 happened but 1 really made me feel the best haha^^ well first is my bros jio me go Cafe cartel for supper and chit chat like how we used to be. Interesting fact we r finally out of the girls topic for 3 single guys like us thats a miracle haha^^ Had fun wif them like standard these r some unchangeable things haha^^ Truly wat made me happy was the other thing.

Dunno if i can use this statement again anot but i believe maybe its that statement. The statement is 'Absent make the heart fonder'. She suddenly talked to me after so many days of silent. It used to be me chatting her on msn seldom she chat me. Yah rite in case u r wondering which she im talking let me make it clear its Pauline ok. Seriously do i have alot of 'she' in my life y do ppl always ask which 1 i really wonders.

Funny is that when we talk we talk non stop. Dunno y but convo jus flow. Talked for hrs since like 12+ to 430am crazy rite its like ppl chatting on a phone over nite. Plus she have work at 9am OMG!!! We r crazy but really is talk until forget about time kind. She agreed wif my theory haha knew that cfm will have ppl agree wif me de haha jus need to find the rite person. I have learnt that when i talk to Pris from Girls Brigade when we bitch about 1 person like finally some1 finally agree wif me about that somebody i have been putting up for 8 years haha^^ Anw Pauline agreed wif my 'Whats worse than PS-ing a person' theory haha^^ Fun things we talked about haha first instinct of her is i dun fall into the category of the theory u jus spoke off xP cuteeeeed haha. Then we talk about blacklisting even more cute haha^^ i concluded she will not like me if she know me earlier cos she dun like ppl sms alot when going out or eat etc. The past screwed up me phone is 24/7 sms-ing nonstop cfm tio blacklist by her.

Then we talked about PC she interested to learn Sound haha^^ cos the crashed course i give her the other day she find it interesting and the mixer at her Timbre side where she learn bass always have problem she claimed. She feel like fixing the prob haha^^ Feel so much like me see prob bu shuang always have the urge of wan to fix the problem. Honed my skill until problem see me run far far haha^^ She is coming bac to learn soon awaiting her presences haha this disciple worth to teach got a learning heart haha^^ She believed in me sia she really believed in me OMG!!! Its like she noe me for not long but she know im the die die oso will make things happen kind of guy. Cos i was telling her bout the CCN movie set up its not technically possible to do such a big set up at amphitheater might have to use some cheat and thinking way out of the box to make it happen. Dun have a fully working schematic yet still working on it. Her reply was that of i mention above 'cos u r xx! Die die oso will make things happen de' so touched by the words haha^^ Gd to have ppl believing in u morale boost haha^^

Then we talk bout going out cos seriously tried twice asking her but failed know that its not she dun wan but she cannot cos like me she a busy woman haha^^ Actually she is more busy than I am somehow the way she packed her schedule reminds me of the past me everything bac to bac crazy 1 then reach hm still can chat msn until 4 then sleep next day work 9am. Talking bout the promise we made and I made haha^^ I will never forget those. Its like stuck in my mind since the day its made. Certainly i dun wan to owe a person who is going to fly soon. She thinks im superman haha^^ Typical me can plan things fast and get things settled fast. The promise we made is to dine at 1 cafe like shop at serangoon we saw the other day beside the icecream shop 'Udders' cos the cafe looks interesting^^ The 1 i made is i still owe her BBQ food haha^^ dunno y BBQ food oso can owe de but yah need to cook certain food i owe her from the last 2 BBQ and the debt of food jus keep piling up dunno y too>< Best is now she added 1 more outing into my to plan list not going to reveal it so soon. In my mind that extra outing is pending its not a promise yet. All this in 1 month I have to fulfill, im really going to become superman le somehow.

I really think we r damn alike stuck oso stuck on the same prob. Like me there is a guy she can never get over. And we have similar story on another thing too. She told me bout her ex story similar and she is playing my role in her story too the bad person. Then it went about to the so call some1 she currently so call interested in. Which leads me bac into the curious mind of who the hell that person is>< she didnt reveal anything but i respect her answer this time cos she said she will tell me when she is more certain about the feeling haha^^ dunnid to give me a time frame jus have to let me know u cfm will tell me can le haha^^ Then we debate on the point of 2mths cos she think its impossible to like know the guy and like somehow get tgt in 2mths. All i did was encourage cos we r jus ppl on the same boat hindered by the same barrier which call the 'weirdness'. Its the when u like some 1 u will feel weird to even ask the person out urself even when naturally as friends the other party will be fine kind. I so totally understand that feeling cos i had that alot in moments concerns Lindy. Oh well wish her luck wif the guy then hope she wont miss the shot the second time. For both of us missed our first shot on the person we loved.

When talking about flying off she suddenly become very emotional. I believe every1 be4 they fly away for long will have to go through the same thing. Its the dun wan go feeling. Esp she brought up the point that although its jus 1 event and we never like talked for the last 3 years we really do have alot in common. Then she went about talking bout other PC ppl oso. In gerneral her point is that after the 1 event we all r no longer strangers i believe. The typical wish that have knew u all earlier kind of talk. I wonder will i do that when its my turn to leave for studies. Seriously she is making me have second tots now suddenly it feels scary.

Plz this last para is for ppl who r thinking weird now. There is seriously nth between us. Here is a theory by my friend actually haha^^ Its science related and that is 'In magnet like pole repels' apply to relationship is ppl too similar repels there is no force of attraction. Oh btw then line now is friends she draw de cos she said gd nite friend at the end of the convo. So yah identity crisis cleared for me i was hesitating to still call her Jie cos so long never call le but well since she drew the line i can conclude it no more identity crisis haha^^ Cool now we r all clear and its jus friends^^ Time now its 6am off to bed for me haha^^