Oh well guessed the stressful day is finally over. I have over exercised myself today. Sweat like nobody's business. Manage to tan bac abit. Cfm tone bac my body's fitness level le after today. Now I feel fit as ever jus nice in shape for tml's match haha^^ Manage to tired myself out from all the over rest I have been resting for the past 1 week. Its like in 1 week plus this is the first time I actually feel like wan to sleep becos I'm tired.

Today somehow I have proved sth. I'm not as impt or rather valued I feel. All the more becos of this I shouldn't dwell in it any longer. I'm out and I dun care jus let my heart holds no hope for ppl to avoid disappointment. I jus need to stay on track and do wat must be done. Its wats Castiel did then he received no signs of what to do.

Tml's match I dunno how I'm going to perform. All I know is I will give my best but I will oso leave it up to the prideful captain to decide. I seriously couldn't care about the captain anymore. All I wan to do is jus to play the match that I wanted to play and end the season.

Watching all the cool movies makes me wan to go ns faster well ppl will think I'm crazy but I really look forward to ns like ever since 3 years ago. Some I get into the unit I wan its going to be great cos will be chionging a lot totally my style of things to do. Actually my goal is to get myself trained better so that I will make lesser human errors. In my sight human error r stupid to make and can be minimised so I will do my best to minimise human error made by me.