This is chapter 2 the story jus begun. Looks like since the last time when i say the story that started a few months bac had progressed. I had concluded the end of prologue be4 now im declare the end of chapter 1 and the begin chapter 2.

Chapter 1 marks end of emotion desires and needs i suppose. Somehow 1 person in my life ended it for me everything and mark the fullstop in the chapter. The person is none other than my new found sis^^ she really reminded me alot of myself of who i really am and what i can do. I can say somehow im inspired by myself xP Actually is by my stronger self xP Im quite surprise of how much i have degenerated. Well at least i picked myself up again. When my focus is all on emotions, clinging and relying on ppl really make me forget the feeling of independence. Im finally able to define the root cause of everything that leads to degeneration already. It actually all begin when i decide to bring myself down to be like everybody else. Well kinda i succeed in doing it but oso succeed in burying myself in troubles everybody faced. Emotions sure r killers and blinding oso.

Chapter 2 jus begin with gd start. Freed from all chains. Realise how many awesome ppl arnd me and a new given purpose. Really i realise there is alot of awesome ppl in my church and few r ppl i know for quite some time but only now then i know what they r capable off. Example Lawrence he really amaze me wif his skill, im so learning from him. Have alot more respect than be4 for him now^^ Many church ppl starting to know me oso and they r really all loving ppl even the intimidating person is a nice guy. Long story but my first impression of a particular church adult is kinda intimidating but i can recognise his care language now and i really appreciate it. I know he really cares. Ppl in my church really r able to display what i said be4 bout a year plus be4, care ppl out of a true really caring heart. They r all strong ppl. New goal is to be a guy wif multi talent once again, Jacks of all trades. Be ahead of alot ppl once again. Chapter 2 is going to be a great chapter but a busy 1 oso. Well at least i got wat i wan^^ First is commando second im going to start learning instrument like finally and i think im ambitious im thinking to learn multiple instrument already haha^^ Step by step but well let the plan start now^^ Main aim is till to keep myself happy and active^^

I really living a shiok life now feel really like holiday sia. Over the weekend worked slack job earn big cash and enjoy life while working can even go out eat bout 2 hrs then come bac oso nobody care best of all is still get pay haha^^ Today enjoy life oso^^ Woke up late afternoon -> watch Thor -> watch tv(Human Target and Fringe)-> spam avril lavinge new songs again^^ shiok life. I think Fringe is amazing haha and i first watch it somehow becos its after Human Target now it become part of my monday nite show already. Thor is great and funny too haha^^ Watch wif Joseph, Yong Siang and my little bro^^

No1 free to go avril lavigne concert wif me i very de sad. Guess i jus have to miss it. Few ppl i've asked none of them wans cos its too ex in their opinion though they like avril lavigne song :( I really dun wan to go alone :( Will miracle happen? Will some souls come tell me they r free and dun mind go wif me? I really believe very hard in miracle will happen i really wan to watch the concert.