There is a time for everything. There is a time for every cause and happenings and every1. Some might have a ticking time bomb in their head like mine. Some might be facing things that they wish not to happen. Some might even be waiting silently at some corner for situation favor to strike. Some might jus go with the motion of time. Many possibilities but only 1 factor. Many things happening in the life of ppl arnd me, things i know and things i dun.

Things i observed after i stepping out of the circle im in. Things have become clearer and more logically explained. Considering the emotional factor without getting emotions involved directly. Calculating human errors expecting the result to the next moment. Being critical and skeptical. Im reverting to who I really am. With a focus in life and a greater cause. Removing myself from the circle of everybody i find that i can see every1 better.

1 thing i've learnt is that my hand can only stretch to a certain max length, i cant hold everybody together and tight. I cant over see everybody and care about everything. Being in the circle wif everybody allows me to be like every1 dependent on every1 too but that jus make every1 the same. Having the same problem, having the same issue, talking the same thing without a solution. In short stuck in life. 1 dragging another down in life so all fall to the same lvl, no gain but lost. It like in the end every1 cares bout others but themselves. For it is said that 1 must take care of oneself first be4 taking care of others. Like a doctor must keep himself alive if not how is he going to heal the ppl arnd him. I will now only hold things close within my reach i will grab whatever wat my this 2 hands can grab. I believe small acts can have ripple effects. With the things i do it will help others eventually.

Im seeing a bigger picture now. I realise how dumb i am last time when i said i love everybody and wan to do my best for every1 trying real hard without making much progress end up hurting myself and sometimes others. Im jus doin in at the wrong approach, being too ambitious and didnt overlook the small details. Now all I can say is being ambitious can only get me this far but coming from a humble heart can get you alot further. Depending on ppl in another way.

Really learnt alot recently. More like catch bac what I have lost, things that i once possess. Who says the past me is bad besides me myself. Looking at how vast the sky is jus remind me that I have to continue to get stronger for there is a greater cause awaits me. I finally able to bring myself bac into the vast sky. No longer claim the name of Iceman and what shit. I am who I am and no other identity.

Tonite i have 4 things to research on so i should get going and stop blogging alr haha^^