Today is an awesome day^^ Met 2 of my sis today haha^^ Afternoon met my old CHC sis watch harry potter then nite met shu han for dinner haha^^ Finally my life is not jus bumming at hm le actually for the past few days it isnt. Love the way of living actively again, have been dormant for quite some time le. Wake up the inactive blood and itch for new challenges haha^^

As expected from shu han i think. She really is the 1 that knew me best. Even better tahn myself. When i speaks of the prob she kinda already have the answer and know wat area am i coming from. Jus that this time she aint going to let me had the answer easy. At least thats wat she claims. So now im forced to realise it myself which i have been failing to do for days. Still she raise a gd point and it sink in deep. 'If its meant to be mine will ultimately be mine' she said. Suddenly the verse in corinthians which say Love is patience surfaced in my mind. That has calm my spirit down somehow. Guess the prob is the reason of my sleepless nite now seem to be eased.

Church is 1 of the place i feel fine now. Its like i really feel like myself i dunnid to hide any weakness or wat not. Every1 is the same as me, they r themselves but they r nice at the same time from the deepest of their heart. Every1 have their weakness and they r not afraid to show it. Be it bearable or not somehow we all excepted each other's weaknesses. Felt really cozy yet a large rm to grow. It the i see myself truly where i stand and i know im not there yet not even close. I have not reach any limit yet. Last time i regard discipline as limitation to growth. But now i know its wrong. Dicipline is part of growth and i totally lack it. Have let loose myself too much alr. Now i can say my greatest weakness is discipline. Worse of all its sth that i cant build quickly.

Today cycled quite abit i suppose. It feels great haha^^ Cant wait for sunday. Another thing i like about church is i can be independant as every1 act as their own no waiting or meeting policy its really own time own target. Sunday is a packed day, morning cycle to church have service then afternoon is my church's monthly captains ball thingy sth that i love alot haha^^ Church that do sports tgt bonding plus healthy my type of thing. Somemore its not competitive^^ jus really go in and enjoy. After the captains ball need chiong down to east coast meet pc for skate/cycle trip^^ that y im cycling to church in the first place haha^^ 1 full day of sport again its going to be awesome^^

Well tml's awesomeness come first haha^^ im actually going drinking for the first time. Previously i dun have the go out to drink mentality and never really did it out of the intention be4 and tml will be the first time. Really wanted to try it out see how it feels^^ Compare and see if drink internally in my cozy clique feel better or drink outside wif friend feel better haha^^ Plus to top it all tml im going to drink wif an awesome friend of ine who seems to be very well verse in alcohol haha^^ its going to be fun^^