Today was stuck at hm. OH God suppose to do shopping for myself and some1 else. End up i feel asleep cos i didnt have a gd rest last nite. Even though i slept early but i was woken up by unforseen circumtances and had a bad dream after.

Tried to finish my bk today. But fell asleep in the middle. But im so going to finish it tonite. Left few more chapters only. More like about a 100 page more ba haha^^ I still have 4 more bk waiting for me to read. Though i still haven overcome my unable to read long habit but at least im improving haha^^ Really love to read nowadays.

Im living in tough decision now. And for watever decision i made its still going to hurt. Whatever the path is, it is a point of no return. I sort off have choosen my path alr. I wan to improve and the path i choose is that 1. Both path has its own tough obstacle but 1 lead to self improvement the other is jus a stuck situation that doesnt do much gd in the end.

Still after this option i have picked i will leave the rest up to God. Considering him as a factor all the more the other path doesnt suit me cos it will only destroy. Its about time that i stop heading into a destructive path but a constructive 1. I wan to see his plan i wan to see my own potential through him. Devil u shall not hold nth from me.

My plans for the next 4 years is going to be great. I in the middle of building sth up and learning new things everyday. All i wan to do now is embrace and hold on to the responsibility i have choose to take up.