Probably this gonna be the last or at least 1 of the last post of the year. This year have passed by very fast from christmas to chirstmas it feel as though they r back to back. The reason y this year is fast, its probably becos of the turning point in life where every1 moved on to the next phase.

This year I can say i did not accomplished much. Not a year i have expect to be. The failure to make the right desicions for alot of things resulting in more time lost. But there is 1 particular thing that this year have done me gd. Im finally over the person that im stuck for more than 3 years.

Another thing that left me over the years is guts. What happen to the 'dont think, jus do' motto its gone alrite. Fear is instilled to me by dunno God knows what. I really wish I can do thing like be4 going for all the aderaline rush and challenge.Really need a place to practice them.

Losing grip, breaking point. Lost myself for the past 5 months, couldn't adapt to the fact that im unable to do the things i love and passionate about. My life went into a plunge. Things change terribly hard cold fact strucks me. Escaping. Terrible things I have did to myself. Not that i have realised it then but now i do. Still am in a pretty deep shit but on a journey to restore balance in my life. I seriously have done things i shouldn't have.

Every1 have picked up pace in life the least i can do is not fall bac now. Tidy up my shit and let get going. Theres a will theres a way. Its time to do things rite I wan to materialise the things i dream to have or to be. But first i need to get the very support from some1.